Hmm...well, i guess i haven't posted for a while, not that much has happened. I graduate in a week in a half....whoop-de-do..(sarcasm), I think that the anticipation was better than the actual event will turn out to be. Or maybe I am just being meloncholy...anything is possible...Tonight I serve for the NEWSTART banquet, all clad in black and white. Actually it's quite fun, or i wouldn't do it more than once...he he...you know me...I have grown to know several people better towards the end of this year, and i feel bad that I didn't take the time earlier. is that my fault or theirs? I suppose it is both. Though I am the "four-year senior" I am supposed to be all socially adaptable to all and every situation. needless to say, i am prolly the opposite, though I am beginning to step out of my comfort zones. Aren't you glad? And I didn't even need a phycologist...Hope everyone enjoys this short excerpt from "MY CRAZY LIFE"...one last thing...some advice for the weary..DON'T PLAN TWO THINGS AT ONCE!

Back! I am back from a very wonderful vacation from this crazy life. I enjoyed the soothing waves of the ocean, the refreshing sun, and exercise, not to mention adequate rest. How many times do we just run on in this life and forget how wonderful it really is? It really is quite depressing...As my school year fast closes, I wonder where I will be lead next. One never knows...do they? If you do, let me know! ha ha...for all of you who actually get a chance to read this, hope you gather something from my rambling...I've learned a lot from this past campout..and guess what! I didn't get hurt either! Isn't that great? I think so. (well, other than getting sunburned...) See yas!

Whew...what a comforting thought that I don't have to go through this immense year again. It's almost come to a sweet close, an end to all that has encompassed me for the past four years. Not that I am bitter, actually I am fantastic, thrilled with the prospect of even better things. Right? Right...exactamente. Well, this has to be short, concise and to the point. As I rush off to beautiful sunsets, pounding ocean waves, and sandy beaches, I will think of those who are less fortunate than I, except for James who gets to go to Florida...must be nice. Take Care! Ta Ta...for now...

Real or fake? Conducive or Destructive? Quenching or Satisfied? Our lives I suppose fall under one of these categories...I have learned as of late that to be a real Christian is not as easy as I had previously thought. I actually have to trust everything I am into His hands. Why not me? Can't I do something? Is that so impossible? I would love to lay everything at the cross, but I so quarrel with God, taking what is "mine" into my finite hands I forget about the infinite One. Hanging in the balance...for sure...everything is. What do you consider to be the most important ideals in your life? Do you live by the standards which you yourself talk about? Few do. My crazy life has so much hectic little things that if i didn't take time in it to sit, breathe, and in my friend, Gemma's words, "Let Go and Let God." I am in major trouble! Realize the depth of His mercy and have faith in Him. He will see you through. I say this just as much to myself as anyone else...
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Hi, Hello, Good Afternoon...Or so to speak. Hmmmm...It is sweltering (spelling?) today and for the most part I would rather be anywhere but here. The only comfort that I possess at the present time is that I have a large water bottle chuck full of ice and apple juice. mmmmm......one of my favorite. :) Today went by as usual with only slight misshaps. I now walk to school and am beginning to enjoy the morning jaunts. It is then that I can spend some quality time with God and actually take some precious moments to enjoy His nature. I have been recently struck with the realization that all that has taken place thus far is for good cause. Though I would rather be thrown or tossed about I have at times simply been left alone. Not that complete solitude is good just that whenever and whatever I needed was granted me. Not necessarily what I WANTED but what I NEEDED. As my wrists and arms melt into a puddle I finish the excerpt of my crazy, sometimes confusing but always "enjoyable" life. Have an awesome day!

A wonderful day? Yes, fantastic! Filled with delight and exuberance. Having just returned from a relaxing weekend at the ocean and experiencing the pure peace that dwells there I am positively flying. Where? I don't know for sure. There is a destiniation of which I don't yet know but it is there that I continue to. Darknesss has flown to the weary, wayworn pastures of the wicked and Light greets me with its joyous laugh. God has blessed me far to much to be distraught. No, He gave me life and life eternal that I may have it more abundantly. That is my gift from Him. Hope that everyone enjoys it just as much as I!