Here we go again, I have a little bit of time. Just to catch everybody up, there is absolutely nothing really new going on my life. Hence, there have been no recent posts. We had our R&R recently but it was here on campus. I actually got to fly in a very small plane and hung out in Old Town Sacramento. It was a good time actually. I enjoyed myself though I wasn't sure that I would. It is amazing what one can do when they overlook all the junk. I work hard, study hard and that is about it as usual. Pulling decent grades is essential though, at least in my own mind. I guess they are just incentive and also give one some kind of goal. Without an end point in mind, there is no point. Take care everybody, Love ya all. Darla

It be late in this crazy existence of mine, but i feel that need to express myself at the moment. I have come to a place in history where I am not even sure why I am here as far as purpose is concerned...doesn't everyone come to that? or perhaps I am the only individual...lucky me...there really is not excuse for me though, I have had a beautiful plan laid out for me all my life but now that there is a huge fork in the road, i must take it and end up with the good or bad consequences of my actions. Scary...school is grand but midterms are a weight which will not be lifted off for quite a while, so if noone really hears from me for a couple of weeks, that will be because i am making up for lost time. the ocean beckens me at the moment. it has a peace which transcends where I am now. neways, though this is neither really positive or really negative, i feel it has some significance, if only to let me have some kind of outlet of outward experssion. Take care everyone, Love, Darla

Yippee! A break from the hectic cycle! I am now relaxing at PUC for a little while catching up with some friends and generally enjoying myself. It is quite windy but other than that the weather is pleasant and warm. This next week promises no specific surprises, but then they wouldn't be surprises if i knew them would they? he he...lol. I actually should be reading an essay that I am supposed to read called "A quiet conversion" about some lady who no longer believes in Abortion. interesting I suppose. hey, did anybody watch the presidential debates? Wow, those were quite interesting. I haven't registered to vote yet, but i think i will. Has to be done before Oct. 18, 2004. So hopefully i will get around to it. Neways, take care all of you, this was more of an informative post. oh well, enjoy neways. Oh, a quick word of advice: Always be prepared for anything, because anything could happen! Kinda a play on words, but very true indeed. Have a great day!


Your vocab word of the day courtesy of Cavell Lee Blood: sapiential [sypee nshl] adj: wise, having or giving wisdom (formal)

Ok, today I will write a rebuttal to myself for yesterday's rather interesting blog...I suppose that depression takes hold of everyone once in a while except for those privileged enough to not feel a thing and be totally oblivious to their surroundings. Today I heard from a good friend who encouraged me and generally had a good day. Plus, I don't have english class tomorrow so I can sleep in! Sweet! I am so thrilled. Needless to say, my countenance is much improved. Also tonight I have the joy of eating out at Chinese food. Yummy! And I finally mailed a much needed package. So, now that u all have read my accomplishments and I realized that I actually have very good friends, I decided the world isn't so bad afterall. =) Till next time. Ahh. Another blog within two days! What are we going to do? he he...

Today's vocab word: vociferous: crying out noisily, clamorous, rowdy.
There, now don't u feel more intelligent?

well, there is nothing really to say except that there is nothing really new in my life except for the fact that i feel that i am absolutely devoid of friends at the moment that are in the area except for a very very select few and those that are not here, rarely, if ever, call. Perhaps that is just what happens when life moves on, so do people and keeping in touch just becomes one of yesterday's chores. I don't know...college is ok, but rather non-exciting. Just studies, and work. Social activities? Hmm...what that has been lowered to going to town with people much older than myself. The most excitment that I will have is prolly the General Youth Conference this winter. Neways, just thought i would be my meloncholy self on this blog because i am usually so upbeat and positive. Should I always be? Perhaps...I wouldn't know...Btw, the grass is NEVER greener on the otherside. Darla